i decided to delete my recent post ( for obvious reasons and NO I do not want to talk about it...)and to take a break for a bit and tend to better my mental health... since it's gone to a shitshow ( I still don't know how much I can stop putting myself down with negativity towards myself or having body harm thoughts ) so it's for the best I relax and take a break so I do not have my family nor my loved ones be worried about my well being...

I hope you understand and take care.